Deep communes with Deep

Simple revelation

 

            A couple weeks ago, I was in dialogue with the Lord concerning this infection I’ve had for almost three months. I could feel offense rising in my heart and the scorn of God’s goodness based on my circumstance.  I confessed my offense to the Lord and asked Him to give me a heart free from it. I thought I had talked to God about it. However, His voice whispered, “Why are you offended?” I had not really considered the details of what I was feeling, only the obvious responses of my heart. The name of God as ‘counselor’ came to mind as I began to process with the Lord about my internal traffic. As we talked, lies and accusations came to the surface and were scattered by the light of His countenance. This subtle difference in the way I talk to God has made a huge difference in my emotions! Rather than feeling anxiety or frustration about certain areas, I am learning to talk to the Holy Spirit as my Counselor and though I may not have an answer, I am filled with peace that surpasses understanding. My circumstance hasn’t necessarily changed, but I know God is in the midst of it and I don’t feel the discomfort of hidden emotions and thoughts that I didn’t want to have. The underlying offense in my heart did not end with confession and a desire for change. Rather, it was necessary to get to the bottom of things through the council of the Holy Spirit. We have access to the treasures of wisdom and knowledge through Christ dwelling on the inside. Thank you Lord for the indwelling Spirit!